1 00:00:04,936 --> 00:00:08,416 [bright guitar music] 2 00:00:08,456 --> 00:00:10,256 - [Erica] Everything that has a beginning 3 00:00:10,296 --> 00:00:11,696 has an ending. 4 00:00:11,736 --> 00:00:13,176 Day turns into night. 5 00:00:13,216 --> 00:00:15,256 Summer fades into fall. 6 00:00:15,296 --> 00:00:16,696 We know in our hearts that as much 7 00:00:16,736 --> 00:00:18,576 as we would wish it otherwise. 8 00:00:18,616 --> 00:00:21,016 In a world set within time, 9 00:00:21,056 --> 00:00:24,136 there can be no beginning without an end. 10 00:00:24,176 --> 00:00:25,376 - [Adam] Morning beautiful. 11 00:00:25,416 --> 00:00:26,656 - Good morning. 12 00:00:33,296 --> 00:00:34,096 - Coffee? 13 00:00:34,136 --> 00:00:36,016 - Oh, no, thank you. 14 00:00:36,056 --> 00:00:37,256 - Nervous? 15 00:00:37,296 --> 00:00:38,736 - It's weird meeting our first novelist. 16 00:00:38,776 --> 00:00:40,816 It feels like a beginning, you know? 17 00:00:40,856 --> 00:00:43,896 Like the start of a whole new chapter. 18 00:00:43,936 --> 00:00:45,216 [laughs] 19 00:00:45,256 --> 00:00:46,056 Can you? 20 00:00:46,096 --> 00:00:47,336 - Yeah. 21 00:00:47,376 --> 00:00:48,656 You've wanted to work in fiction forever 22 00:00:48,696 --> 00:00:49,936 and now it's happened. 23 00:00:49,976 --> 00:00:51,256 - I know, but I've read so many manuscripts 24 00:00:51,296 --> 00:00:54,416 and none of them felt right until this one. 25 00:00:54,456 --> 00:00:55,736 It's a sign. 26 00:00:55,776 --> 00:00:59,376 This is the one that I've been waiting for. 27 00:01:01,096 --> 00:01:02,536 - I know the feeling. 28 00:01:02,576 --> 00:01:03,416 - Mm. 29 00:01:06,936 --> 00:01:08,656 [wood breaking] 30 00:01:08,696 --> 00:01:10,856 [Erica gasps] 31 00:01:10,896 --> 00:01:12,056 Oh, my God. 32 00:01:12,096 --> 00:01:13,256 - Careful. 33 00:01:13,296 --> 00:01:14,256 [plaster crumbling] 34 00:01:14,296 --> 00:01:15,136 Whoa! 35 00:01:16,176 --> 00:01:18,976 I don't think you should stand there. 36 00:01:19,016 --> 00:01:20,096 - [Erica] Oh. 37 00:01:21,496 --> 00:01:23,456 - Well, there's another sign for you. 38 00:01:23,496 --> 00:01:26,456 - Uh, yeah, that it's time to call the landlord. 39 00:01:26,496 --> 00:01:28,016 - When a big chunk of ceiling almost falls on you, 40 00:01:28,056 --> 00:01:32,576 I think it's a hint that it's time for us to move. 41 00:01:32,616 --> 00:01:33,616 - Us, as in, 42 00:01:35,936 --> 00:01:36,936 as in you and me? 43 00:01:36,976 --> 00:01:38,496 - Yeah, you and me. 44 00:01:38,536 --> 00:01:40,256 How about it? 45 00:01:40,296 --> 00:01:43,696 A place together, a real home, something of our own. 46 00:01:43,736 --> 00:01:44,616 - Seriously? 47 00:01:44,656 --> 00:01:45,656 - Seriously. 48 00:01:45,696 --> 00:01:47,016 What do you think? 49 00:01:47,056 --> 00:01:49,376 - I think it's a great idea. 50 00:01:52,776 --> 00:01:55,016 Jana, this manuscript, it's such a moving story. 51 00:01:55,056 --> 00:01:56,736 I mean, what was your inspiration? 52 00:01:56,776 --> 00:01:59,616 - Well, um, I wanted to explore the transformation 53 00:01:59,656 --> 00:02:03,216 of a 30-year-old woman who felt unsatisfied, 54 00:02:03,256 --> 00:02:05,976 and like life was just passing her by. 55 00:02:06,016 --> 00:02:08,496 - Yeah, it's a really inspiring story. 56 00:02:08,536 --> 00:02:10,096 - You know, Dave, he told me I had to read it. 57 00:02:10,136 --> 00:02:12,296 He said that I would love it, and I do. 58 00:02:12,336 --> 00:02:13,136 - I'm sorry. 59 00:02:13,176 --> 00:02:14,736 Uh, Dave, as in Dave Schneeberg? 60 00:02:14,776 --> 00:02:16,056 - Yeah, next-door Dave. 61 00:02:16,096 --> 00:02:17,376 Goblins Dave. 62 00:02:17,416 --> 00:02:18,496 - Of course. 63 00:02:18,536 --> 00:02:20,416 - Okay, Dave and I were in a relationship 64 00:02:20,456 --> 00:02:23,816 a very long time ago, and my husband has jealousy issues. 65 00:02:23,856 --> 00:02:25,856 - I'm jealous because you make me jealous. 66 00:02:25,896 --> 00:02:28,736 - For the last time, Dave is gay. 67 00:02:28,776 --> 00:02:30,576 [whooshing] 68 00:02:30,616 --> 00:02:33,096 [tense music] 69 00:02:38,176 --> 00:02:39,296 Erica, are you all right? 70 00:02:39,336 --> 00:02:42,336 - Oh yeah, chicken, you look a little pale. 71 00:02:42,376 --> 00:02:45,576 - I'm okay, I'm just gonna go over to Goblins. 72 00:02:45,616 --> 00:02:46,576 Low blood sugar. 73 00:02:46,616 --> 00:02:47,976 I'll get a muffin and I'll, um. 74 00:02:48,016 --> 00:02:49,616 I'll be right back. 75 00:02:50,576 --> 00:02:52,056 [subdued music] 76 00:02:52,096 --> 00:02:53,776 Oh, my God. 77 00:02:53,816 --> 00:02:58,136 It was just flashes and none of it made any sense, 78 00:02:58,176 --> 00:03:02,176 and it was like I was outside of my body. 79 00:03:02,216 --> 00:03:03,976 I just have such a headache. 80 00:03:04,016 --> 00:03:05,056 - Yeah. 81 00:03:05,096 --> 00:03:07,336 Yeah, that can happen the first time. 82 00:03:07,376 --> 00:03:09,536 - The first time, what? 83 00:03:09,576 --> 00:03:13,096 - The first time that you connect with a patient. 84 00:03:13,136 --> 00:03:13,936 - What? 85 00:03:13,976 --> 00:03:15,136 No, that's. 86 00:03:15,176 --> 00:03:15,976 I mean, that's not what this is, it can't be. 87 00:03:16,016 --> 00:03:17,616 - It can and it is. 88 00:03:19,176 --> 00:03:20,856 Training's done. 89 00:03:20,896 --> 00:03:21,736 It's time. 90 00:03:23,136 --> 00:03:25,816 You're about to become a doctor. 91 00:03:28,736 --> 00:03:32,376 [bright upbeat theme music] 92 00:03:37,896 --> 00:03:40,616 ♪ It's clearer inside of me 93 00:03:40,656 --> 00:03:43,056 ♪ Who I will always be 94 00:03:43,096 --> 00:03:46,496 ♪ Open me up to my heart 95 00:03:47,656 --> 00:03:50,496 ♪ Feels like I'm seeing in the dark 96 00:03:50,536 --> 00:03:52,416 ♪ Waking me up to my life 97 00:03:52,456 --> 00:03:54,456 ♪ To do it all over 98 00:03:54,496 --> 00:03:57,416 ♪ Again and again 99 00:03:57,456 --> 00:03:59,776 ♪ Until the end 100 00:03:59,816 --> 00:04:02,136 ♪ The sum of my dreams 101 00:04:02,176 --> 00:04:06,336 ♪ And everything I ever wanted to be 102 00:04:08,136 --> 00:04:09,256 - A doctor, already? 103 00:04:09,296 --> 00:04:10,616 I mean, that's. 104 00:04:10,656 --> 00:04:11,696 That's impossible. 105 00:04:11,736 --> 00:04:12,896 It's just too soon. 106 00:04:12,936 --> 00:04:13,736 - Hmm. 107 00:04:13,776 --> 00:04:15,936 Well, this is how it goes. 108 00:04:17,256 --> 00:04:20,176 You train, you learn, you practice, 109 00:04:21,296 --> 00:04:25,296 and then when the time is right, it just begins. 110 00:04:26,496 --> 00:04:27,736 [groans] 111 00:04:27,776 --> 00:04:30,096 [whooshing] 112 00:04:34,176 --> 00:04:36,016 - Did you see that? 113 00:04:36,056 --> 00:04:37,136 - Uh, no, no. 114 00:04:37,176 --> 00:04:40,096 This is your patient, your visions. 115 00:04:40,936 --> 00:04:42,136 - My patient. 116 00:04:42,176 --> 00:04:45,736 Okay, can we just slow things down here a little? 117 00:04:45,776 --> 00:04:46,616 - Yeah. 118 00:04:48,656 --> 00:04:52,816 You know, I asked Dr. Naadiah the same thing my first time. 119 00:04:55,256 --> 00:04:56,656 And you know what she said to me? 120 00:04:56,696 --> 00:05:00,696 She said, "When the doctor is ready, the patient appears." 121 00:05:00,736 --> 00:05:03,376 - Okay, but Dr. Tom, I don't see a face. 122 00:05:03,416 --> 00:05:05,216 I don't know who this person is. 123 00:05:05,256 --> 00:05:06,736 - I know, that's normal. 124 00:05:06,776 --> 00:05:11,376 The visions will increase in clarity and intensity, 125 00:05:11,416 --> 00:05:15,896 until finally, one day, you will witness your patient 126 00:05:15,936 --> 00:05:17,816 hitting the bottom. 127 00:05:17,856 --> 00:05:18,656 - The bottom? 128 00:05:18,696 --> 00:05:20,736 - Their metaphorical death. 129 00:05:20,776 --> 00:05:24,336 And that's when it's time for you to step in 130 00:05:24,376 --> 00:05:27,736 and introduce yourself and this therapy, 131 00:05:27,776 --> 00:05:31,016 and hope that they accept your offer. 132 00:05:31,056 --> 00:05:32,136 - This is crazy. 133 00:05:32,176 --> 00:05:34,256 I have, I have a patient. 134 00:05:35,736 --> 00:05:36,576 - Mm-hmm. 135 00:05:37,496 --> 00:05:38,656 - Wait a minute, does that mean 136 00:05:38,696 --> 00:05:42,096 that I get to go whoosh like you? 137 00:05:42,136 --> 00:05:43,616 You know, no limits? 138 00:05:43,656 --> 00:05:46,376 - You can whoosh like me. 139 00:05:46,416 --> 00:05:47,616 No limits. 140 00:05:47,656 --> 00:05:49,056 - Wow. 141 00:05:49,096 --> 00:05:52,256 - So, why don't you take us somewhere? 142 00:05:53,816 --> 00:05:55,496 - You mean just right now? 143 00:05:55,536 --> 00:05:57,936 - [Dr. Tom] Yeah, sure. 144 00:05:57,976 --> 00:06:00,536 - My hands are shaking. 145 00:06:00,576 --> 00:06:02,536 Uh, where should I take us? 146 00:06:02,576 --> 00:06:04,496 - Anywhere you like. 147 00:06:04,536 --> 00:06:05,616 You know what? 148 00:06:05,656 --> 00:06:08,336 Start with your office. 149 00:06:08,376 --> 00:06:10,336 [whooshing] 150 00:06:10,376 --> 00:06:12,976 [upbeat music] 151 00:06:18,816 --> 00:06:22,136 - Whoa, I think that I need to sit down. 152 00:06:25,976 --> 00:06:28,216 [laughs] 153 00:06:28,256 --> 00:06:30,056 I mean, it's like like someone went shopping 154 00:06:30,096 --> 00:06:32,456 in my subconscious, in my dreams. 155 00:06:32,496 --> 00:06:33,936 Who did this? 156 00:06:33,976 --> 00:06:34,776 - You did. 157 00:06:36,136 --> 00:06:38,536 - This is the most perfect room I could ever imagine. 158 00:06:38,576 --> 00:06:42,556 - It's lovely, Dr. Erica. 159 00:06:47,656 --> 00:06:48,496 - What? 160 00:06:50,056 --> 00:06:53,416 - I wondered if maybe you'd like me to leave you alone. 161 00:06:53,456 --> 00:06:55,696 You know, to explore, and, you know, 162 00:06:55,736 --> 00:06:57,976 think and get used to all this. 163 00:06:58,016 --> 00:06:58,936 - Um, sure. 164 00:06:59,776 --> 00:07:02,376 That's probably a good idea. 165 00:07:02,416 --> 00:07:03,216 - Okay. 166 00:07:05,656 --> 00:07:07,296 - Um, Dr. Tom? 167 00:07:07,336 --> 00:07:10,456 If I have any questions, though, about any of this, 168 00:07:10,496 --> 00:07:12,776 I can still come and see you, right? 169 00:07:12,816 --> 00:07:17,336 If I need some guidance, I can still come to you? 170 00:07:17,376 --> 00:07:18,376 - Of course. 171 00:07:35,016 --> 00:07:36,176 - Oh my God. 172 00:07:36,216 --> 00:07:37,776 You would not believe the morning I've had. 173 00:07:37,816 --> 00:07:39,736 Sorry I'm so late, my two favorite bosses, aside from Hugo. 174 00:07:39,776 --> 00:07:41,856 And if you wanna dock my pay, I totally get it. 175 00:07:41,896 --> 00:07:42,856 No favoritism here. 176 00:07:42,896 --> 00:07:43,816 - Brent, calm down. 177 00:07:43,856 --> 00:07:45,296 What's going on? 178 00:07:45,336 --> 00:07:49,616 - My doggy daycare chose to go belly up this morning, so. 179 00:07:49,656 --> 00:07:51,816 [gasping] 180 00:07:53,456 --> 00:07:55,216 It's either take-your-dog-to-work for two days, 181 00:07:55,256 --> 00:07:56,536 or the streets. 182 00:07:56,576 --> 00:07:58,616 And since Duchess here is a lady, and not a tramp, 183 00:07:58,656 --> 00:07:59,936 she'd never make it. 184 00:07:59,976 --> 00:08:01,096 - Yeah, I'm not sure. 185 00:08:01,136 --> 00:08:02,816 I think Erica might have a problem with this. 186 00:08:02,856 --> 00:08:04,136 - What, are you kidding? 187 00:08:04,176 --> 00:08:05,336 No, it's fine. 188 00:08:06,656 --> 00:08:09,296 Itty-bitty Duchess. You's a cute little wrinkly-poo. 189 00:08:09,336 --> 00:08:10,976 Look, Duchess will be our new team mascot. 190 00:08:11,016 --> 00:08:11,816 Huh, Julianne? 191 00:08:11,856 --> 00:08:12,656 - Yeah. 192 00:08:12,696 --> 00:08:13,496 Yup, sure. 193 00:08:13,536 --> 00:08:15,416 Yeah, no Cruella de Vil here. 194 00:08:15,456 --> 00:08:18,056 Just as happy as a flea in a dog house. 195 00:08:18,096 --> 00:08:19,456 - You two are life savers. 196 00:08:19,496 --> 00:08:20,736 Right, Duchess? 197 00:08:22,416 --> 00:08:23,216 - Hi. 198 00:08:23,256 --> 00:08:24,056 Can we help you? 199 00:08:24,096 --> 00:08:24,976 - [Dr. Tom] Uh, yes. 200 00:08:25,016 --> 00:08:26,496 I'm here to see Erica, actually. 201 00:08:26,536 --> 00:08:28,336 - Doctor, um, Mr. Tom. 202 00:08:30,136 --> 00:08:32,856 Sorry, I must've forgot that we had a meeting. 203 00:08:32,896 --> 00:08:36,976 Maybe we could go next door and meet over lattes? 204 00:08:41,936 --> 00:08:42,896 Dr. Tom, what is going on? 205 00:08:42,936 --> 00:08:43,936 You never do that. 206 00:08:43,976 --> 00:08:45,416 You never come and get me like that. 207 00:08:45,456 --> 00:08:46,816 - Erica, please, sit. 208 00:08:46,856 --> 00:08:48,696 - Did something happen or did I do something wrong? 209 00:08:48,736 --> 00:08:49,696 - No, no, you didn't. 210 00:08:49,736 --> 00:08:50,936 Just-- 211 00:08:50,976 --> 00:08:51,696 - Then, why are you acting so weird right now? 212 00:08:51,736 --> 00:08:52,696 - Erica, please! 213 00:08:52,736 --> 00:08:53,536 Sit down. 214 00:09:00,976 --> 00:09:02,136 I'm sorry. 215 00:09:02,176 --> 00:09:05,736 Okay, I've gotten off to a bad start here. 216 00:09:05,776 --> 00:09:08,056 Could we just back it up a bit? 217 00:09:08,096 --> 00:09:09,696 Start again? 218 00:09:09,736 --> 00:09:10,536 - Sure. 219 00:09:10,576 --> 00:09:11,376 - Okay. 220 00:09:11,416 --> 00:09:12,496 Uh, I've, uh. 221 00:09:14,096 --> 00:09:15,816 And this is something I should have told you 222 00:09:15,856 --> 00:09:19,936 when I saw you earlier, but I've made a decision. 223 00:09:21,736 --> 00:09:23,256 And before I even tell you what it is, 224 00:09:23,296 --> 00:09:26,216 there are some things that I would like to explain to you. 225 00:09:26,256 --> 00:09:29,536 Just by way of context, you know, so that you'll understand. 226 00:09:29,576 --> 00:09:30,376 - Okay. 227 00:09:31,656 --> 00:09:32,496 - I. 228 00:09:34,176 --> 00:09:35,536 Come here. 229 00:09:35,576 --> 00:09:38,216 [subdued music] 230 00:09:41,376 --> 00:09:42,416 - What are we doing? 231 00:09:42,456 --> 00:09:43,976 - Just look at me. 232 00:09:49,616 --> 00:09:51,136 [whooshing] 233 00:09:51,176 --> 00:09:53,776 - You've been given the chance to live. 234 00:09:53,816 --> 00:09:56,416 - I'm marrying a wonderful man who is so smart. 235 00:09:56,456 --> 00:09:58,856 You can't put our relationship ahead of your job? 236 00:09:58,896 --> 00:09:59,696 - Amanda! 237 00:09:59,736 --> 00:10:00,776 - Call a lawyer. 238 00:10:00,816 --> 00:10:03,056 - She broke my goddamn heart. 239 00:10:03,096 --> 00:10:04,696 - Tom, is that you? 240 00:10:04,736 --> 00:10:05,696 - Amanda. 241 00:10:05,736 --> 00:10:06,856 I'll give you a call. 242 00:10:06,896 --> 00:10:10,176 I guess I just don't wanna be left again. 243 00:10:11,576 --> 00:10:13,656 [laughs] 244 00:10:19,896 --> 00:10:20,976 - Oh, my God. 245 00:10:23,976 --> 00:10:24,896 Oh, my God. 246 00:10:26,536 --> 00:10:27,776 - What did you see? 247 00:10:27,816 --> 00:10:29,416 - I saw so much. 248 00:10:29,456 --> 00:10:32,656 I could feel what you're feeling. 249 00:10:32,696 --> 00:10:33,536 - Mm-hmm. 250 00:10:35,976 --> 00:10:36,936 - You're in love? 251 00:10:36,976 --> 00:10:40,136 - [laughs] Yes, I am. 252 00:10:40,176 --> 00:10:43,176 - Wow, that's, I mean, that's great. 253 00:10:44,016 --> 00:10:45,696 That's really great. 254 00:10:46,656 --> 00:10:48,016 I'm so happy for you, Dr. Tom. 255 00:10:48,056 --> 00:10:49,096 - Thank you. 256 00:10:49,136 --> 00:10:50,856 I'm happy, too. 257 00:10:50,896 --> 00:10:55,616 You know, for the first time in a very long time. 258 00:10:55,656 --> 00:10:58,856 Which brings us to my decision. 259 00:10:58,896 --> 00:11:00,376 So, please. 260 00:11:00,416 --> 00:11:01,256 - Okay. 261 00:11:02,216 --> 00:11:04,936 - Uh, so, it's become clear to me 262 00:11:06,456 --> 00:11:08,176 that I can't do both. 263 00:11:09,376 --> 00:11:11,136 I mean, I can't live my life with Amanda 264 00:11:11,176 --> 00:11:13,936 and commit fully to this therapy. 265 00:11:15,016 --> 00:11:17,256 And if I could, Erica, I would. 266 00:11:17,296 --> 00:11:18,376 But, I can't. 267 00:11:20,816 --> 00:11:22,896 And so, I've decided that 268 00:11:25,416 --> 00:11:27,736 it's time for me to move on. 269 00:11:29,176 --> 00:11:30,256 - To move on? 270 00:11:31,536 --> 00:11:35,656 - I'm going to retire from my work as a doctor. 271 00:11:35,696 --> 00:11:39,256 You know, so that I can focus on living my life. 272 00:11:39,296 --> 00:11:41,736 And I hope that you can understand. 273 00:11:41,776 --> 00:11:44,696 This has not been an easy decision. 274 00:11:45,656 --> 00:11:49,656 - Of course, I understand and I'm happy for you. 275 00:11:52,776 --> 00:11:54,416 You deserve this. 276 00:11:54,456 --> 00:11:56,176 - Well, there's more. 277 00:11:57,336 --> 00:12:00,176 I am going to have to say goodbye. 278 00:12:01,416 --> 00:12:05,576 You know, to time travel and, you know, to therapy, 279 00:12:07,536 --> 00:12:09,896 and this office, and to you. 280 00:12:12,576 --> 00:12:13,416 - What? 281 00:12:14,976 --> 00:12:17,256 - Every beginning has an ending, Erica, 282 00:12:17,296 --> 00:12:20,776 and this therapy's no different, you know. 283 00:12:21,976 --> 00:12:25,256 We start as patents and we make a commitment, right, 284 00:12:25,296 --> 00:12:26,496 to see things through to the end. 285 00:12:26,536 --> 00:12:29,336 And when that end comes, we leave. 286 00:12:31,576 --> 00:12:33,176 We don't look back. 287 00:12:34,536 --> 00:12:35,616 - So, I mean. 288 00:12:37,776 --> 00:12:39,456 What are you saying? 289 00:12:39,496 --> 00:12:41,096 - I'm saying that after I leave, 290 00:12:41,136 --> 00:12:45,296 you and I won't be permitted to see each other ever again. 291 00:12:52,536 --> 00:12:54,976 - I can't see you ever again? 292 00:12:58,096 --> 00:12:59,096 As in never? 293 00:13:04,576 --> 00:13:05,576 - I want you to know, Erica, 294 00:13:05,616 --> 00:13:08,616 this has been a real struggle for me. 295 00:13:10,816 --> 00:13:13,536 [slow guitar music] 296 00:13:13,576 --> 00:13:14,376 - Of course. 297 00:13:14,416 --> 00:13:15,816 I mean, I'm sure. 298 00:13:16,736 --> 00:13:18,256 Well, this is, um. 299 00:13:24,656 --> 00:13:25,496 It's good. 300 00:13:27,176 --> 00:13:31,336 You have done so much and you need to live your life. 301 00:13:32,296 --> 00:13:34,976 And you deserve to be happy. 302 00:13:35,016 --> 00:13:38,616 And I guess, um, Dr. Naadiah, she will, uh, 303 00:13:39,496 --> 00:13:42,096 she'll take over and, um, answer any questions 304 00:13:42,136 --> 00:13:44,976 that I might have, or give me some advice. 305 00:13:45,016 --> 00:13:45,816 - Sure. 306 00:13:45,856 --> 00:13:46,736 No, of course. 307 00:13:46,776 --> 00:13:48,536 Someone will step in. 308 00:13:50,736 --> 00:13:51,576 - Someone. 309 00:13:57,496 --> 00:13:58,376 Sorry. 310 00:13:58,416 --> 00:13:59,936 I mean, I shouldn't. 311 00:13:59,976 --> 00:14:00,816 - Erica. 312 00:14:03,816 --> 00:14:05,936 - Sorry, this is hard. 313 00:14:05,976 --> 00:14:09,016 I'm sorry, this is hard enough on you already without me, 314 00:14:09,056 --> 00:14:11,456 you know, balling my eyes out. 315 00:14:11,496 --> 00:14:13,656 Um, just give me a minute. 316 00:14:18,136 --> 00:14:21,736 I think that maybe I should go and then I'll come back 317 00:14:21,776 --> 00:14:25,936 and we can talk again when I've gotten a grip and. 318 00:14:27,696 --> 00:14:30,136 Is it okay if I go now? 319 00:14:30,176 --> 00:14:31,176 - Of course. 320 00:14:43,536 --> 00:14:44,296 [knocking on door] 321 00:14:44,336 --> 00:14:45,176 - Come in. 322 00:14:51,696 --> 00:14:53,456 - I can't do this. 323 00:14:53,496 --> 00:14:54,296 - [Dr. Naadiah] Can't do what? 324 00:14:54,336 --> 00:14:55,136 - Leave. 325 00:14:55,176 --> 00:14:55,936 - Tom. 326 00:14:55,976 --> 00:14:56,776 - I'm abandoning her. 327 00:14:56,816 --> 00:14:57,616 - [Dr. Naadiah] You're not. 328 00:14:57,656 --> 00:14:58,896 - Yes, I am. 329 00:14:58,936 --> 00:15:00,976 And this is an all too familiar feeling, okay? 330 00:15:01,016 --> 00:15:02,536 I've made this mistake before. 331 00:15:02,576 --> 00:15:03,336 - With Sarah. 332 00:15:03,376 --> 00:15:04,256 - Yes, with Sarah. 333 00:15:04,296 --> 00:15:05,816 - But, Erica isn't Sarah. 334 00:15:05,856 --> 00:15:06,936 When the doctor is ready-- 335 00:15:06,976 --> 00:15:07,936 - The patient will appear. 336 00:15:07,976 --> 00:15:08,736 Yeah, I know. 337 00:15:08,776 --> 00:15:10,456 But, what if you're wrong? 338 00:15:10,496 --> 00:15:12,656 Erica has just begun. 339 00:15:12,696 --> 00:15:14,536 She needs me, Dr. Naadiah. 340 00:15:14,576 --> 00:15:16,376 - Erica is not your responsibility anymore. 341 00:15:16,416 --> 00:15:19,136 You have to let her find her way. 342 00:15:19,176 --> 00:15:20,016 - No. 343 00:15:21,256 --> 00:15:22,776 No, I can't do it. 344 00:15:26,176 --> 00:15:28,376 [whimsical music] 345 00:15:28,416 --> 00:15:29,776 - Ooh, yes, you did, yes you did. 346 00:15:29,816 --> 00:15:31,176 Daddy loves you. 347 00:15:34,896 --> 00:15:37,416 [phone beeps] 348 00:15:38,496 --> 00:15:40,536 Oopsy doozey, gotta run. 349 00:15:40,576 --> 00:15:43,256 I have a meeting with Mischa in 10. 350 00:15:43,296 --> 00:15:44,976 Oh, you don't mind watching Duchess for me? 351 00:15:45,016 --> 00:15:45,976 - Brent, I don't know, 352 00:15:46,016 --> 00:15:47,376 I've got a crazy day. 353 00:15:47,416 --> 00:15:48,216 Ooh. 354 00:15:48,256 --> 00:15:49,336 - She won't bother you. 355 00:15:49,376 --> 00:15:51,176 Oh, I'll be back in a hour. 356 00:15:51,216 --> 00:15:52,896 This will be a good opportunity for you two to bond. 357 00:15:52,936 --> 00:15:54,936 And she may have to do a number one, f-y-i. 358 00:15:54,976 --> 00:15:56,216 Okay? 359 00:15:56,256 --> 00:15:58,336 - Brent, Brent. - Bye-bye. 360 00:16:00,336 --> 00:16:02,456 [Duchess barks] 361 00:16:02,496 --> 00:16:04,296 - I hate you. 362 00:16:04,336 --> 00:16:05,576 - I'm sorry, what? 363 00:16:05,616 --> 00:16:07,296 - "I hate you", that's what she's saying. 364 00:16:07,336 --> 00:16:10,056 She feels you're trying to take her place in Brent's heart. 365 00:16:10,096 --> 00:16:13,336 I did some pet psychic work in university. 366 00:16:13,376 --> 00:16:14,216 - Oh. 367 00:16:15,176 --> 00:16:15,976 Okay, wait a second. 368 00:16:16,016 --> 00:16:17,016 This is ridiculous. 369 00:16:17,056 --> 00:16:18,896 Okay, go amuse yourself, okay? 370 00:16:18,936 --> 00:16:20,856 Go, go, go, go, go, go. 371 00:16:34,736 --> 00:16:37,656 [uptempo drumming] 372 00:16:43,576 --> 00:16:45,896 [whooshing] 373 00:16:53,136 --> 00:16:56,136 [breathing heavily] 374 00:17:05,416 --> 00:17:08,096 [subdued music] 375 00:17:18,776 --> 00:17:19,896 - No, no, no. 376 00:17:19,936 --> 00:17:23,096 We'll put the Japanese maple right beside. 377 00:17:24,056 --> 00:17:25,216 Erica. 378 00:17:25,256 --> 00:17:26,056 - Adam. 379 00:17:26,096 --> 00:17:27,296 - [Adam] Hey, what's wrong? 380 00:17:27,336 --> 00:17:28,416 - I didn't know who to talk to 381 00:17:28,456 --> 00:17:30,016 and I just really wanted to see you. 382 00:17:30,056 --> 00:17:31,376 - It's okay, it's okay. 383 00:17:31,416 --> 00:17:32,696 Just slow down. 384 00:17:32,736 --> 00:17:34,256 Why are you upset? 385 00:17:36,176 --> 00:17:38,656 - I'm upset because Dr. Tom, he-- 386 00:17:38,696 --> 00:17:40,416 - [Adam] He told you. 387 00:17:42,176 --> 00:17:42,936 - You know? 388 00:17:42,976 --> 00:17:44,936 - Yeah, for a few days now. 389 00:17:44,976 --> 00:17:48,856 He told me because he was afraid you'd be upset 390 00:17:48,896 --> 00:17:50,176 and you'd take it badly. 391 00:17:50,216 --> 00:17:53,936 - I mean, what if we just ask him to wait, you know, 392 00:17:53,976 --> 00:17:55,336 just a little longer. 393 00:17:55,376 --> 00:17:56,416 Just until I can. 394 00:17:56,456 --> 00:17:58,056 - Erica. 395 00:17:58,096 --> 00:18:00,216 We need to let him live his life, not guilt him out. 396 00:18:00,256 --> 00:18:01,176 It's a mistake. 397 00:18:01,216 --> 00:18:03,936 - I wouldn't be guilting him out. 398 00:18:06,816 --> 00:18:07,856 You know what? 399 00:18:07,896 --> 00:18:10,136 Maybe you should just go back to work. 400 00:18:10,176 --> 00:18:11,336 - Erica. 401 00:18:11,376 --> 00:18:14,976 - No, and I'll see you in a little bit, okay? 402 00:18:15,016 --> 00:18:16,496 - Okay. 403 00:18:16,536 --> 00:18:19,056 [tense music] 404 00:18:36,216 --> 00:18:39,256 - Erica, I hear congratulations are in order. 405 00:18:39,296 --> 00:18:40,296 - Thank you. 406 00:18:43,896 --> 00:18:45,776 I need to speak with Dr. Tom. 407 00:18:45,816 --> 00:18:47,056 - Yes, Dr. Tom. 408 00:18:48,176 --> 00:18:50,776 Seems you've both arrived at the same conclusion. 409 00:18:50,816 --> 00:18:55,416 He's just informed me that he wants to delay his retirement. 410 00:18:55,456 --> 00:18:56,696 What? 411 00:18:56,736 --> 00:18:57,656 No comment? 412 00:18:59,456 --> 00:19:00,536 - Well, what do you want me to say? 413 00:19:00,576 --> 00:19:03,296 You obviously know how I feel. 414 00:19:03,336 --> 00:19:04,976 - What do I want you to say? 415 00:19:05,016 --> 00:19:07,176 I want you to say that you'll fix this. 416 00:19:07,216 --> 00:19:08,616 - Me? 417 00:19:08,656 --> 00:19:09,616 Fix this? 418 00:19:09,656 --> 00:19:10,456 - Yes. 419 00:19:10,496 --> 00:19:12,096 - He made a choice. 420 00:19:13,456 --> 00:19:14,696 Asking me to convince him of something 421 00:19:14,736 --> 00:19:16,656 that I don't even want? 422 00:19:17,656 --> 00:19:20,336 If that's what you need, then I'm sorry. 423 00:19:20,376 --> 00:19:21,496 I'm not the girl for the job. 424 00:19:21,536 --> 00:19:22,736 - You're the one who's keeping him here, 425 00:19:22,776 --> 00:19:25,096 so you're the one who has to help him go. 426 00:19:25,136 --> 00:19:26,376 - I can't. 427 00:19:26,416 --> 00:19:28,216 - All right, then. 428 00:19:28,256 --> 00:19:30,296 Your final lesson. 429 00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:31,176 Good luck. 430 00:19:51,176 --> 00:19:51,976 - Okay. 431 00:20:08,856 --> 00:20:12,016 - [Leo] Toronto Island, remember that? 432 00:20:13,776 --> 00:20:14,616 - Leo? 433 00:20:26,496 --> 00:20:28,456 - [Leo] I can't believe you're here. 434 00:20:28,496 --> 00:20:31,336 - I don't even know where here is. 435 00:20:32,576 --> 00:20:33,856 What is this place? 436 00:20:33,896 --> 00:20:35,536 - It's my life, Erica. 437 00:20:35,576 --> 00:20:39,576 From beginning to end and everything in between. 438 00:20:42,616 --> 00:20:44,736 - But, I mean, how did you get here? 439 00:20:44,776 --> 00:20:47,296 - After the fire, I woke up in this hallway 440 00:20:47,336 --> 00:20:49,896 and I've been here ever since. 441 00:20:49,936 --> 00:20:52,856 - But, Leo, that was 15 years ago. 442 00:20:52,896 --> 00:20:53,976 - 15 years ago? 443 00:20:54,016 --> 00:20:54,976 No. 444 00:20:55,016 --> 00:20:56,856 Erica, that was days ago. 445 00:20:56,896 --> 00:20:59,336 What, do I look like I've been here 15 years? 446 00:20:59,376 --> 00:21:01,056 Anyway, this place is awesome. 447 00:21:01,096 --> 00:21:02,576 Let me show you. 448 00:21:02,616 --> 00:21:05,296 These doors, every single one, 449 00:21:05,336 --> 00:21:06,856 leads to a different day in my life. 450 00:21:06,896 --> 00:21:07,976 Any memory you can think of, 451 00:21:08,016 --> 00:21:11,136 there is a door that will take you there. 452 00:21:11,176 --> 00:21:15,176 Ever wonder what it'd be like to be a kid again? 453 00:21:19,056 --> 00:21:21,616 [bright music] 454 00:21:24,456 --> 00:21:27,096 - Hey, silly billies, come here. 455 00:21:30,776 --> 00:21:31,576 Are you hungry? 456 00:21:31,616 --> 00:21:32,376 - Yeah. 457 00:21:32,416 --> 00:21:35,376 - I have crackers and juice. 458 00:21:35,416 --> 00:21:38,016 Are you the juice monster? 459 00:21:38,056 --> 00:21:38,856 Tickle monster. 460 00:21:38,896 --> 00:21:40,656 I'm gonna tickle you. 461 00:21:43,256 --> 00:21:44,696 Love you so much. 462 00:21:54,296 --> 00:21:55,096 - Oh, my God. 463 00:21:55,136 --> 00:21:55,936 That was-- 464 00:21:55,976 --> 00:21:56,776 - Incredible, right? 465 00:21:56,816 --> 00:21:57,776 This door leads to summer camp. 466 00:21:57,816 --> 00:21:59,096 This door leads to my bar mitzvah. 467 00:21:59,136 --> 00:22:01,736 And this one leads to that trip we took to Paris 468 00:22:01,776 --> 00:22:02,696 with mom and dad when we were kids. 469 00:22:02,736 --> 00:22:03,536 Remember that? 470 00:22:03,576 --> 00:22:04,336 - Mm-hmm. 471 00:22:04,376 --> 00:22:06,576 - Remember that crepe place? 472 00:22:06,616 --> 00:22:08,176 It was near, where was it? 473 00:22:08,216 --> 00:22:09,016 - The Louvre. 474 00:22:09,056 --> 00:22:09,896 - Right. 475 00:22:11,176 --> 00:22:11,976 Hey, you hungry? 476 00:22:12,016 --> 00:22:12,896 We could go, right now. 477 00:22:12,936 --> 00:22:14,976 - Oh, you know what, Leo? 478 00:22:15,016 --> 00:22:16,096 I don't know. 479 00:22:19,216 --> 00:22:20,536 - What? 480 00:22:20,576 --> 00:22:22,016 - I'm sorry, but this is what you do? 481 00:22:22,056 --> 00:22:26,376 You just go back and you re-live different days of your life 482 00:22:26,416 --> 00:22:28,376 over and over again? 483 00:22:28,416 --> 00:22:29,976 - It's awesome in here. 484 00:22:30,016 --> 00:22:34,216 I'm surrounded by memories and people I love. 485 00:22:34,256 --> 00:22:36,656 - I mean, is there a way out? 486 00:22:36,696 --> 00:22:37,696 - A way out? 487 00:22:38,656 --> 00:22:41,016 Erica, I don't wanna leave. 488 00:22:41,056 --> 00:22:42,616 - What about that door? 489 00:22:42,656 --> 00:22:44,496 Where does that go to? 490 00:22:47,336 --> 00:22:49,096 - I don't know. 491 00:22:49,136 --> 00:22:51,536 - [laughs] What do you mean you don't know? 492 00:22:51,576 --> 00:22:54,976 You said this was a hallway of your life. 493 00:22:56,976 --> 00:23:01,056 - [sighs] It leads to the next thing, 494 00:23:01,096 --> 00:23:03,136 whatever that is. 495 00:23:03,176 --> 00:23:06,136 But, um, forget about that door 496 00:23:06,176 --> 00:23:09,136 and tell me where do you wanna go? 497 00:23:09,176 --> 00:23:10,936 Anywhere you want. 498 00:23:10,976 --> 00:23:11,936 Erica. 499 00:23:11,976 --> 00:23:13,016 - Aren't you curious? 500 00:23:13,056 --> 00:23:14,216 - No, I'm not. 501 00:23:15,136 --> 00:23:15,976 At all. 502 00:23:18,736 --> 00:23:19,696 - Don't. 503 00:23:19,736 --> 00:23:20,536 - Leo. 504 00:23:20,576 --> 00:23:21,336 - Why are you ruining this? 505 00:23:21,376 --> 00:23:22,376 This place is amazing. 506 00:23:22,416 --> 00:23:23,576 I'm trying to share it with you. 507 00:23:23,616 --> 00:23:24,416 - No. 508 00:23:24,456 --> 00:23:26,856 This place, it's not amazing. 509 00:23:28,016 --> 00:23:28,856 It's sad. 510 00:23:30,336 --> 00:23:31,136 Leo, wait. 511 00:23:31,176 --> 00:23:32,136 Where are you going? 512 00:23:32,176 --> 00:23:33,096 - I don't want to talk about this. 513 00:23:33,136 --> 00:23:34,376 - Look, Leo, please, just please. 514 00:23:34,416 --> 00:23:35,776 I'm worried about you. 515 00:23:35,816 --> 00:23:36,656 - [Leo] I'm fine. 516 00:23:36,696 --> 00:23:38,536 - No, you're not fine. 517 00:23:40,576 --> 00:23:42,576 This, this isn't a life. 518 00:23:45,096 --> 00:23:49,256 This is you holding on to something that's already over. 519 00:23:52,056 --> 00:23:53,056 - Maybe you should go. 520 00:23:53,096 --> 00:23:54,216 - Leo, please. 521 00:23:54,256 --> 00:23:58,296 - Seriously, I don't want you here anymore. 522 00:23:58,336 --> 00:23:59,616 Fine. 523 00:23:59,656 --> 00:24:00,976 Then, I'll go. 524 00:24:01,016 --> 00:24:01,856 - Leo. 525 00:24:05,496 --> 00:24:06,696 Leo! 526 00:24:06,736 --> 00:24:07,576 Leo! 527 00:24:16,216 --> 00:24:17,936 Leo, he's trapped and I have to go back there, 528 00:24:17,976 --> 00:24:18,976 and I have to help him. 529 00:24:19,016 --> 00:24:20,576 - He'll leave when he's ready, Erica. 530 00:24:20,616 --> 00:24:23,296 He's not trapped, not in any physical sense. 531 00:24:23,336 --> 00:24:25,136 Leo is free to leave that hallway whenever he wants. 532 00:24:25,176 --> 00:24:26,616 - No, but, Dr. Naadiah, that's just the thing. 533 00:24:26,656 --> 00:24:29,216 He doesn't want his life to be over. 534 00:24:29,256 --> 00:24:32,576 I mean, he's doing everything that he can to hold on. 535 00:24:32,616 --> 00:24:33,816 - You're misunderstanding. 536 00:24:33,856 --> 00:24:35,216 He's not resisting the end. 537 00:24:35,256 --> 00:24:36,616 He's resisting the beginning. 538 00:24:36,656 --> 00:24:37,536 - Of what? 539 00:24:37,576 --> 00:24:39,056 - Of whatever comes next, 540 00:24:39,096 --> 00:24:41,736 whatever's on the other side of that door. 541 00:24:41,776 --> 00:24:43,496 - And what's on the other side? 542 00:24:43,536 --> 00:24:45,096 - I don't know. 543 00:24:45,136 --> 00:24:48,096 No one does until you walk through it. 544 00:24:48,136 --> 00:24:49,336 And Leo will, Erica. 545 00:24:49,376 --> 00:24:51,376 He will when he's ready. 546 00:24:54,696 --> 00:24:57,016 - Leo is resisting moving on 547 00:24:59,736 --> 00:25:01,456 and you wanted me to convince Dr. Tom, 548 00:25:01,496 --> 00:25:02,976 the way that I tried to convince Leo. 549 00:25:03,016 --> 00:25:05,896 But, Dr. Naadiah, they are two different things. 550 00:25:05,936 --> 00:25:06,816 - [Dr. Naadiah] Are they? 551 00:25:06,856 --> 00:25:07,656 - Yes. 552 00:25:07,696 --> 00:25:09,056 Leo, I mean, Leo's stuck. 553 00:25:09,096 --> 00:25:12,096 He's treading water and Dr. Tom is nothing like that. 554 00:25:12,136 --> 00:25:15,576 - Dr. Tom is on the cusp of a major change, Erica. 555 00:25:15,616 --> 00:25:18,376 Amanda is a door and he needs to open that door 556 00:25:18,416 --> 00:25:20,336 and walk through it. 557 00:25:20,376 --> 00:25:24,056 What do you think will happen if he doesn't? 558 00:25:24,096 --> 00:25:28,256 What happens when we don't allow ourselves to change? 559 00:25:29,536 --> 00:25:31,296 - We stagnate. 560 00:25:31,336 --> 00:25:32,576 - Yes, we do. 561 00:25:32,616 --> 00:25:34,776 When we resist the change that wants to happen, 562 00:25:34,816 --> 00:25:39,016 that needs to happen, we do more damage than we realize. 563 00:25:39,056 --> 00:25:42,136 We violate the natural order of life. 564 00:25:43,416 --> 00:25:45,496 [laughs] 565 00:25:49,376 --> 00:25:52,296 - There is no constant, but change. 566 00:25:56,416 --> 00:25:59,136 Leo, he's resisting the beginning 567 00:26:01,456 --> 00:26:03,696 and Dr. Tom and I are both, 568 00:26:05,936 --> 00:26:09,376 in our own ways, we're resisting the end. 569 00:26:14,096 --> 00:26:16,016 - Tina, we loved Jana. 570 00:26:16,056 --> 00:26:17,856 She was great. 571 00:26:17,896 --> 00:26:19,136 All right. 572 00:26:19,176 --> 00:26:20,856 - If you were just my boss, I would zip my lip, 573 00:26:20,896 --> 00:26:22,296 but, girlfriend, this will not stand. 574 00:26:22,336 --> 00:26:23,736 - Okay, Tina, we've got a 9-1-1 here. 575 00:26:23,776 --> 00:26:24,856 I'm gonna call you right back. 576 00:26:24,896 --> 00:26:26,256 Okay, bye. 577 00:26:26,296 --> 00:26:27,496 What? 578 00:26:27,536 --> 00:26:28,616 - I leave my baby in your care and I come back 579 00:26:28,656 --> 00:26:31,136 to find her in Goblins being fed cookies. 580 00:26:31,176 --> 00:26:32,456 Duchess has a sensitive tummy. 581 00:26:32,496 --> 00:26:34,736 - Okay, a, I didn't know that, and b, 582 00:26:34,776 --> 00:26:36,456 I know I said I'd watch it. 583 00:26:36,496 --> 00:26:38,216 - What do you think Duchey is? 584 00:26:38,256 --> 00:26:39,056 A hobby? 585 00:26:39,096 --> 00:26:40,656 A toy? 586 00:26:40,696 --> 00:26:41,496 I know you hate her. 587 00:26:41,536 --> 00:26:42,816 - I hate her? 588 00:26:42,856 --> 00:26:45,216 Brent, she hates me, okay? 589 00:26:45,256 --> 00:26:49,096 She turned my $300 dollar purse into a chew toy. 590 00:26:49,136 --> 00:26:50,576 She growls at me non-stop. 591 00:26:50,616 --> 00:26:52,336 - She's a dog, that's what dogs do. 592 00:26:52,376 --> 00:26:54,176 They can't help themselves. 593 00:26:54,216 --> 00:26:55,776 So, what do you want? 594 00:26:55,816 --> 00:26:57,296 You want me to take Duchess back to the breeder 595 00:26:57,336 --> 00:26:59,656 and drop her off at the pound? 596 00:26:59,696 --> 00:27:01,176 This relationship is us, Julianne. 597 00:27:01,216 --> 00:27:02,376 You and me. 598 00:27:02,416 --> 00:27:04,816 And so far, it's been all you. 599 00:27:04,856 --> 00:27:06,136 We have to keep our relationship a secret, 600 00:27:06,176 --> 00:27:07,576 you want me to get rid of my dog. 601 00:27:07,616 --> 00:27:08,976 - Well, I never said that. 602 00:27:09,016 --> 00:27:11,296 - No, but the thought crossed your mind. 603 00:27:11,336 --> 00:27:14,456 We are Brulianne, not Julianne. 604 00:27:14,496 --> 00:27:15,936 You don't get to call all the shots. 605 00:27:15,976 --> 00:27:18,016 - Brent, you know me. 606 00:27:18,056 --> 00:27:20,216 I'm Type A, I'm headstrong. 607 00:27:20,256 --> 00:27:23,176 - Well, then, this is an opportunity for you 608 00:27:23,216 --> 00:27:25,136 to learn how to change. 609 00:27:32,896 --> 00:27:35,896 [slow guitar music] 610 00:27:52,896 --> 00:27:55,216 [whooshing] 611 00:27:59,376 --> 00:28:00,336 - [Dr. Tom] Erica. 612 00:28:00,376 --> 00:28:03,216 - Hi, I'm not interrupting? 613 00:28:03,256 --> 00:28:04,936 - No, no, no, not at all. 614 00:28:04,976 --> 00:28:07,416 In fact, I wanted to talk to you about something. 615 00:28:07,456 --> 00:28:08,456 It's good news. 616 00:28:08,496 --> 00:28:11,176 - Dr. Tom, me first, okay? 617 00:28:11,216 --> 00:28:12,056 - Okay. 618 00:28:14,136 --> 00:28:18,296 - I said that I wanted you to do what's right for you, 619 00:28:19,256 --> 00:28:26,716 but the truth is, is that I never wanted this to end. 620 00:28:26,856 --> 00:28:29,416 - Well, that's what I wanted to tell you. 621 00:28:29,456 --> 00:28:31,376 It doesn't have to end, Erica. 622 00:28:31,416 --> 00:28:32,656 Not yet. 623 00:28:32,696 --> 00:28:34,856 I've talked to Dr. Naadiah and I can put this off. 624 00:28:34,896 --> 00:28:36,976 - No, Dr. Tom, you can't. 625 00:28:38,096 --> 00:28:39,416 - No, I can. 626 00:28:39,456 --> 00:28:41,416 I can wait, Erica, until you're ready. 627 00:28:41,456 --> 00:28:46,016 - Well then, you'll wait forever because, honestly, 628 00:28:46,056 --> 00:28:49,696 I will never be ready for you to go. 629 00:28:49,736 --> 00:28:52,736 [slow guitar music] 630 00:28:53,976 --> 00:28:58,496 I know that this is right and I know that I'm gonna miss you 631 00:28:58,536 --> 00:29:02,696 so, so much, but I also know that I'm gonna be okay. 632 00:29:09,616 --> 00:29:10,456 - Huh. 633 00:29:13,056 --> 00:29:13,856 And you're? 634 00:29:13,896 --> 00:29:15,216 - Yes, I'm sure. 635 00:29:25,936 --> 00:29:27,256 - Erica Strange. 636 00:29:28,576 --> 00:29:29,376 Taipei. 637 00:29:31,656 --> 00:29:32,856 Silly fingers. 638 00:29:34,136 --> 00:29:35,296 Cassidy Holland. 639 00:29:35,336 --> 00:29:36,136 - Oh. 640 00:29:36,176 --> 00:29:38,896 [Dr. Tom laughs] 641 00:29:39,776 --> 00:29:40,616 - Leo. 642 00:29:42,336 --> 00:29:43,256 Yom kippur. 643 00:29:44,096 --> 00:29:45,056 Lozar. 644 00:29:45,096 --> 00:29:47,136 - [laughs] Oh God, Lozar. 645 00:29:47,176 --> 00:29:49,256 You remember him? 646 00:29:49,296 --> 00:29:52,136 - Here are your snowflakes, Erica. 647 00:29:53,536 --> 00:29:56,056 Little bitty, tiny snowflakes! 648 00:29:57,936 --> 00:29:58,736 - Oh, wow. 649 00:29:58,776 --> 00:29:59,696 You're really good at that. 650 00:29:59,736 --> 00:30:01,376 Really, too good, actually. 651 00:30:01,416 --> 00:30:03,616 You're giving me flashbacks. 652 00:30:03,656 --> 00:30:06,336 [wistful music] 653 00:30:23,456 --> 00:30:24,856 You know what, Dr. Tom? 654 00:30:24,896 --> 00:30:25,976 You keep that. 655 00:30:26,016 --> 00:30:27,296 - No, I can't. 656 00:30:27,336 --> 00:30:28,256 It's yours. 657 00:30:31,336 --> 00:30:34,096 - Thank you for changing my life. 658 00:30:35,376 --> 00:30:37,896 - Thank you for changing mine. 659 00:30:39,136 --> 00:30:42,176 I've had many patients, Erica, 660 00:30:42,216 --> 00:30:45,736 but none who were as special to me as you. 661 00:30:47,856 --> 00:30:49,656 - Oh my God, I feel like if I started crying 662 00:30:49,696 --> 00:30:51,296 I might never stop. 663 00:30:52,296 --> 00:30:54,816 Like I just might cry forever. 664 00:30:55,936 --> 00:30:57,656 Do you have a quote for that? 665 00:30:57,696 --> 00:30:58,496 - Mm. 666 00:30:59,776 --> 00:31:03,376 "Everything that has a beginning, has an ending. 667 00:31:03,416 --> 00:31:07,256 "Make your peace with that and all will be well." 668 00:31:07,296 --> 00:31:08,776 The Buddha. 669 00:31:08,816 --> 00:31:10,416 - All will be well. 670 00:31:13,016 --> 00:31:15,536 - I'm proud of you, Erica. 671 00:31:15,576 --> 00:31:18,336 - I am so happy for you, Dr. Tom. 672 00:31:22,216 --> 00:31:24,296 - And now we say goodbye. 673 00:31:32,896 --> 00:31:35,216 [sniffling] 674 00:31:45,496 --> 00:31:47,056 - Goodbye, Dr. Tom. 675 00:31:48,776 --> 00:31:50,176 - Goodbye, Erica. 676 00:32:13,096 --> 00:32:16,096 [slow guitar music] 677 00:33:21,336 --> 00:33:22,136 - Okay. 678 00:33:24,496 --> 00:33:26,016 Here goes nothing. 679 00:33:28,576 --> 00:33:30,056 - [Jenny] There she is. 680 00:33:30,096 --> 00:33:31,136 - [Erica] Hey. 681 00:33:31,176 --> 00:33:33,016 - How excited are you? 682 00:33:34,776 --> 00:33:36,216 Hey, have you been crying? 683 00:33:36,256 --> 00:33:38,136 - [Erica] Uh, no, just allergies. 684 00:33:38,176 --> 00:33:38,976 - Oh. 685 00:33:39,016 --> 00:33:40,656 Two words, antihistamine. 686 00:33:40,696 --> 00:33:42,336 Or maybe that's one word. 687 00:33:42,376 --> 00:33:46,336 Anyways, let me show you your new home. 688 00:33:46,376 --> 00:33:47,696 - Oh. 689 00:33:47,736 --> 00:33:49,656 - Southwest exposure, to-die-for views of the city, 690 00:33:49,696 --> 00:33:50,976 rooftop pool and patio. 691 00:33:51,016 --> 00:33:52,456 - Any outdoor space of our own? 692 00:33:52,496 --> 00:33:53,296 - Mm-hmm. 693 00:33:53,336 --> 00:33:55,416 A balcony off the master. 694 00:33:59,336 --> 00:34:00,176 - Oh, wow. 695 00:34:05,136 --> 00:34:07,016 - How about I give you two lovebirds some space? 696 00:34:07,056 --> 00:34:08,296 Talk things through. 697 00:34:08,336 --> 00:34:09,696 - Thanks, Jenny. 698 00:34:13,816 --> 00:34:15,896 - [Adam] You okay? 699 00:34:15,936 --> 00:34:16,736 - Sad. 700 00:34:18,976 --> 00:34:20,656 But, I will be okay. 701 00:34:22,416 --> 00:34:26,456 And you were right, letting him go, it was just. 702 00:34:26,496 --> 00:34:28,336 It was the right thing to do. 703 00:34:28,376 --> 00:34:29,216 - I know. 704 00:34:30,896 --> 00:34:33,136 - So, is this our new home? 705 00:34:36,016 --> 00:34:39,936 - I don't know about you, but I love it. 706 00:34:39,976 --> 00:34:40,976 - I do, too. 707 00:34:47,856 --> 00:34:49,616 - [Brent] Latte, please. 708 00:34:49,656 --> 00:34:51,416 - Sorry about the cookies. 709 00:34:51,456 --> 00:34:53,336 Duchess is just too cute, we couldn't help ourselves. 710 00:34:53,376 --> 00:34:54,936 - We feel terrible. 711 00:34:56,856 --> 00:34:58,936 - Trust me, you two are not the guilty party. 712 00:34:58,976 --> 00:35:00,376 - Hey. 713 00:35:00,416 --> 00:35:02,136 Can we talk for a sec? 714 00:35:02,176 --> 00:35:03,096 Can we sit? 715 00:35:08,336 --> 00:35:09,176 Um, yeah. 716 00:35:13,656 --> 00:35:17,856 So, I know I was a little impatient earlier with Duchess, 717 00:35:19,096 --> 00:35:21,016 but in my defense I'm not an animal person 718 00:35:21,056 --> 00:35:25,056 and I haven't spent that much time with your dog, 719 00:35:25,096 --> 00:35:26,936 so I'm a little green. 720 00:35:27,816 --> 00:35:29,256 But, I'm sorry. 721 00:35:29,296 --> 00:35:31,496 - If you hate her, I don't know what we'd do. 722 00:35:31,536 --> 00:35:33,896 - I don't hate her. 723 00:35:33,936 --> 00:35:35,056 Okay, that's not true. 724 00:35:35,096 --> 00:35:38,616 I do kinda hate her, but I used to hate you 725 00:35:39,656 --> 00:35:42,336 and look how that turned out. 726 00:35:42,376 --> 00:35:44,696 So, I'm taking steps, right? 727 00:35:45,896 --> 00:35:46,736 Um. 728 00:35:49,696 --> 00:35:52,336 [playful music] 729 00:35:54,176 --> 00:35:55,016 Yeah. 730 00:35:56,416 --> 00:35:59,176 So, I never had dogs growing up, but I did have dolls, 731 00:35:59,216 --> 00:36:02,736 and I figure she's kinda like a doll only furrier. 732 00:36:02,776 --> 00:36:05,016 - Pink's her favorite color. 733 00:36:05,056 --> 00:36:06,296 Yes. 734 00:36:06,336 --> 00:36:07,976 She looks gorgeous. 735 00:36:08,016 --> 00:36:08,856 Thank you. 736 00:36:10,016 --> 00:36:13,416 - You love me more than her though, right? 737 00:36:14,736 --> 00:36:15,736 - Yes, I do. 738 00:36:18,936 --> 00:36:20,136 [Duchess barks] 739 00:36:20,176 --> 00:36:21,336 Duchess. 740 00:36:21,376 --> 00:36:24,096 We all have to work on this, capisce? 741 00:36:24,136 --> 00:36:26,216 [growls] 742 00:36:39,696 --> 00:36:41,976 [whooshing] 743 00:36:42,016 --> 00:36:44,776 [dramatic music] 744 00:37:21,136 --> 00:37:24,136 [breathing heavily] 745 00:37:25,256 --> 00:37:26,376 - Oh, my God. 746 00:37:32,856 --> 00:37:35,416 [upbeat music] 747 00:38:06,216 --> 00:38:09,056 [knocking on door] 748 00:38:09,096 --> 00:38:10,176 Sarah Wexler? 749 00:38:14,096 --> 00:38:15,616 So, what happened? 750 00:38:16,976 --> 00:38:18,216 - OD'd, heroin. 751 00:38:19,656 --> 00:38:20,976 - I'm sorry to hear that. 752 00:38:21,016 --> 00:38:23,336 - Nurse says I'm lucky to be alive. 753 00:38:23,376 --> 00:38:25,176 I don't feel so lucky right now. 754 00:38:25,216 --> 00:38:26,856 - Well, I would have to agree with the nurse. 755 00:38:26,896 --> 00:38:29,296 You are lucky, Sarah. 756 00:38:29,336 --> 00:38:32,256 You're more lucky than you realize. 757 00:38:33,736 --> 00:38:37,656 "In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity." 758 00:38:39,416 --> 00:38:41,136 Albert Einstein. 759 00:38:41,176 --> 00:38:44,136 I don't usually do quotes, it's not really my style, 760 00:38:44,176 --> 00:38:47,096 but this one really seems to fit the moment. 761 00:38:47,136 --> 00:38:49,736 So, there you have it. 762 00:38:49,776 --> 00:38:51,496 - I'm sorry, but you're a doctor, right? 763 00:38:51,536 --> 00:38:53,136 - I am a therapist. 764 00:38:55,216 --> 00:38:56,736 - I don't need a therapist. 765 00:38:56,776 --> 00:38:57,856 - Really? 766 00:38:57,896 --> 00:38:59,176 Because it looks like you need something. 767 00:38:59,216 --> 00:39:02,296 - No offense, but you don't know me. 768 00:39:02,336 --> 00:39:05,536 - Your parents are Tom and Marjorie Wexler. 769 00:39:05,576 --> 00:39:09,376 Professional, high standards, Type A personalities, 770 00:39:09,416 --> 00:39:11,496 unhappy marriage. 771 00:39:11,536 --> 00:39:13,696 You cracked under the pressure and you ran away from home, 772 00:39:13,736 --> 00:39:15,296 and you got hooked on heroin. 773 00:39:15,336 --> 00:39:16,696 You came back, you robbed them blind, 774 00:39:16,736 --> 00:39:18,816 and you ended up in jail. 775 00:39:19,736 --> 00:39:20,496 - How did you? 776 00:39:20,536 --> 00:39:21,696 - How did I know? 777 00:39:21,736 --> 00:39:25,456 The same way I know that you stopped dreaming 778 00:39:25,496 --> 00:39:27,976 when you stopped painting, Sarah. 779 00:39:28,016 --> 00:39:30,296 Your life went off track and you think 780 00:39:30,336 --> 00:39:32,416 that you'll never find your way back. 781 00:39:32,456 --> 00:39:36,456 But, I'm here to tell you that you can. 782 00:39:36,496 --> 00:39:37,656 - Who are you? 783 00:39:39,456 --> 00:39:42,536 - I am someone who wants to help you. 784 00:40:10,856 --> 00:40:14,856 ♪ Don't take these eyes from me 785 00:40:17,536 --> 00:40:20,856 ♪ Till I've seen it all 786 00:40:25,656 --> 00:40:29,056 ♪ The Seven Seas the end 787 00:40:31,296 --> 00:40:35,016 ♪ Between the past nightfall 788 00:40:37,376 --> 00:40:39,096 - [Erica] Everything that has a beginning 789 00:40:39,136 --> 00:40:40,456 has an ending. 790 00:40:40,496 --> 00:40:43,376 Just as every ending creates space 791 00:40:43,416 --> 00:40:45,656 for something new to begin. 792 00:40:46,936 --> 00:40:50,776 ♪ Where will we go from there 793 00:40:53,856 --> 00:40:56,616 ♪ Such a mystery 794 00:40:59,256 --> 00:41:02,016 ♪ So, until then 795 00:41:07,456 --> 00:41:09,856 ♪ Until then 796 00:41:12,216 --> 00:41:15,376 - [Erica] The wonder of second chance, 797 00:41:16,216 --> 00:41:18,216 the miracle of new life, 798 00:41:22,776 --> 00:41:24,616 the joy of a new love. 799 00:41:30,216 --> 00:41:34,656 My name's Erica Strange and today is the end of one chapter 800 00:41:34,696 --> 00:41:37,696 and the beginning of the rest of my life. 801 00:41:37,736 --> 00:41:40,136 ♪ Until then 802 00:41:44,696 --> 00:41:47,096 ♪ Until then 803 00:41:52,736 --> 00:41:55,176 ♪ Until then 804 00:42:02,376 --> 00:42:06,056 [bright upbeat theme music]